Right?

Asking for help always feels weak.
You want someone to understand ... the end up giving you all of these excuses as to why you shouldn't feel the way that you do.
That doesn't help. It only makes you feel like a failure.
Why can't you do it right?
Just shut off that negativity and come with the rest of us to the rainbow pony parade!

Yeah.
Go blow.

Oh, it will get better over time. You just need to learn to cope.

I've been learning to cope for 15 fucking years! Tell me, when does it get better!?

When does it get any more easy?

Sometimes I cry.
For no apparent reason.
And someone will ask- "Are you okay?"
And I want to shout at them, I want to scream.
"This is just a shred of what I'm really feeling! These few tears barely scratch the fucking surface of definitely not okay!"

But that would make me the asshole.
After all, they were only trying to help.
Right?