Thanksgiving

Weight stabilized at a place I'm not happy with. I have no idea what I'm doing, or at least I'm pretending not to. Less sugars and so much more water. Less rice and bread alternatives and more veg. More meat. Less fat filled meat. Organic? I don't necessarily have the money or patience. Less than $350 a month for groceries to feed a family of four doesn't leave much room for organic everything.

By early May of 2013 I want to be 165 lbs. I don't want to look back on one of the most important weddings in my life and wish I had represented myself better for the bride. I want my dear friend to look at her pictures in 30 years and think- "I was so happy! We were such a beautiful bridal party!" I don't want to sully the images by twiddling my thumbs unhappily in the background and wondering just how fat the camera will "make me" this time.

I have to make a plan. Just a simple plan. Easy to follow and easy to bounce back and forth on- because Lord knows I do a hell of a lot of fucking up. Hence the issue at hand *AHem*.

Thanksgiving tomorrow and I know I cannot avoid being "Glutened". I don't want to offend anyone and perhaps if this is so intensely the case I shouldn't have gone to all the trouble of baking gluten free pies. *rolls eyes at self* I just have to resign myself to the fact that tomorrow night will be spent in the shitter.

Whelp- here's to happy holidays.

-Lisa